Lost in a daydream.

I am sick of being sad all the time. Friends used to be the cure. But things are just all wrong now I don't even know what can make me happy anymore. Perhaps I am the answer. Fix what went wrong and happiness will return?

I'm giving myself the rest of the year to feel sad and shitty and what not. & perhaps say all the things I've been feeling to the respective individuals (but not some cuz circumstances just don't allow me to.) When the clock strikes 12 on the final night of 2014, everything no matter settled or not will go.